Bicurious Oriental stories

I stare at the clock that relentlessly pushes forward guidance. I look at him unhappy. Already some time after ten o’clock, and its still not there! Why? Should already be! Since the imported, is to me like a bride. I discover it, I know better, and I want her more and more. It is an antidote to my anger to the world of gloom and depression. I do not know her name, but I know how alluring in the light of lamps, it looks appetizing body.
I met her through the stars and brother. He presented me with a telescope for observing the sky.
- You need a hobby! – He said sagely.
Snot, but I love his carefree and optimistic. Is what I was at his age. Telescope landed at the bottom of the cabinet and had to stay there forever. Snot but probably not mistaken, because of curiosity, I pulled out at the end of the instrument with the intent to verify that peeps like me by him. So I swallowed astronomy bug. I became a voyeur of the stars. Until one day in a glass eye, I saw a small blonde with a ponytail. Incidentally, I still do not know why the device was not set properly, just in front of the window.

Yes, just like that. She lived in a house situated vis-a-vis my own, just like me on the top floor. I know that I brought up recently because its windows until now has always distinguished by the absence of any signs of life. Nothing unusual, as it happens on new housing estates.
She had no more than thirty years, an amazing smile and a cheerful, pale blue eyes. Small breasts and a small tattoo just above the womb, the right side. Well, it podejrzałem. I’m not proud of, but not too’m burning with shame. Maybe I’m strange, but the fact voyeuristic neighbor across the street did not spend my sleep over. At least not in this way, because sometimes, when I can not sleep, I think about it. A neat ass, prężącym the body and how wonderful her face looks like when it is excited. How do I know all this?
My blonde loves to take care of the figure, exercising in the evening at home. There is also a fan of nudity, or do not like too much to do laundry, because I always practiced as the Lord God had made. Who wants to let him do not believe, but it is really fascinating sight. I invite unbelievers to himself.
Above all, he likes to fuck with slightly older than myself guys, although I must admit that one of these four, who visited her was more or less her age. Perhaps her partner, and the others .. well, I do not judge. Visited her regularly and each time it ended in asian sex. All the pale light of the lamps and without curtained windows. Only she, he and I. Magic triangle in which two were unaware of the presence of a third.
In any case, since – thanks to the telescope – I got to know her better, has become a daily point of my evening observation. When not appearing in the lighted rectangle of the window, I felt disappointed and lost my sense of humor. Just like today. I glanced at the clock. Holy shit, as eighteen eleven!

I already had to replace the telescope’s eye on the TV remote control when the window opposite the light rozjarzyły. Pulled into the cold eye of the oval. There it is! There was! For this is not the same! I looked at more, and I recognized one of these older men. I called him grizzled. I felt her cheeks burning, I was excited. Emotions are aroused.
Fixed in the chair, finding the perfect position for himself and naszykowałem on something special.
Few minutes elapsed, when seemingly nothing was happening. Seemingly, he imagined how it compliments the righteous guy, maybe some minor świństewka for heating the atmosphere and argues what is beautiful. As if that did not know. Finally, a guy sat in a chair with a glass of amber fluid and stared at the asian girl.
Meanwhile, she began to undress slowly, sensually while shaking his hips and prężąc body. There is nothing like a little striptease for heating the atmosphere. I felt that dries in my throat, but there was no chance for it, I walked away from the telescope. I did not want to miss any part of the show neighbors, the more that it was only in his underwear and self-supporting stockings.
She rested her leg on the back of the chair in which sat like a grizzled professional and she drew from her stocking. Fingers rolowały shore, visited by a hand slowly down. I do not know how the recipient of performance, but I was excited. Tension grew after the first leg, came on the second turn, then on his chest. Blonde pulled the bra and grabbed it from underneath. Massaged with closed eyes, patiently submitting caress. Slowly. Gently. Sensually. The conscious experience of what makes a man watching her.

On the slim body is only scanty panties with lace. The asian girl slipped her fingers crossed for them and very slowly began to slide down them with each other. Almost felt like material pants irritate the skin of the thighs, causing goose bumps and tingling more exciting.
Now she was naked. Kucnęła and opened her legs. Deftly moving his hips, his fingers caressing her asian pussy. The second hand stroked his chest. The lips were slightly parted, like a kiss. The guy in the chair put down the glass on the bench and nodded significantly toward the asian girl, calling to each other. Like a cat, walked on all fours and slid between his legs. Struggled briefly with trousers until the man fell to the ankles.
Unconsciously clenched my hands on the telescope, when her head began to move in a characteristic way. The man slid his hands in blissful golden hair and face rested his head on the backrest. I felt that stiffens in a known place when I thought of the asian girl’s mouth filled with grizzled penis.
This arose after a while and got rid of the remaining clothes. He whispered something in the ear blonde, and this wypięła his way neat, slim butt leaning on the chair arms. Grizzled not celebrate this special moment. Held the asian girl by the hips and rammed into it. She tugged her head and saw a glass eye, mouth, and gnawed her eyes wide open. With excitement, lust and .. surprise. She looked at me without betraying a lover like that rżnął her from behind. But if I’m not mistaken, she discovered just the fact that he is peeping at her.

Despite this, nothing zmąciło their frolics. A neighbor helped Szpakowatemu complete the work. He jerked his hips, almost crushing her to a chair and froze stuck to her buttocks. The thought that a asian girl fills his semen, I felt that I wet my slipach. I smiled into his thoughts. The real triangle – came at the same time as the lover of blondes. I looked for some time, as she looks at the grizzled tenderness and caresses, and he successfully defends itself. They drank two glasses of wine and split up, kissing goodbye. Good night. Sleep peacefully. For the next fuck.
I waited and night full of emotion, filled with grief for the world and the envy towards guys visiting my blonde. I was curious whether they really saw me looking at her, and if so, what to do with this?

I tried to attract his attention to the TV, when a voice came ringing at the door. I immediately thought about the asian girl across the street. It could only be her. I approached the door, but did not answer for another, more and more insistent ringing.
- I know you’re there, you freak! – Heard her angry voice.
Despite the nerves, she tried to speak quietly so as not to disturb the neighbors. In the end it was yet too late.
- Speak up, or creating quite rabanu the entire frame! – This time the threat has gone.
I did not believe that she could do so, and distinguished that can be said – I felt that this was not done. Secondly, I could not open it. Despite all the premeditation of what her peeping, I felt shame at this point. For this I was afraid of her reaction to my person.
- I hear you popaprańcu! – Was well pissed off and had to do so. – Tomorrow I stood under your door with the police!
Waited a while and then I heard the elevator doors rozsuwających. I did not think to put into action the promise of a visit to the police. Maybe someone else, yes, but in her case, it seemed to me that it does not come out of the question. Despite this, I slept poorly, and we eagerly awaited the next day.

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Another day – a completely new reality. My golden-haired object of observation found out that I exist. But police are not brought to the door. For a quarter past ten in the evening, I saw her in the large living room window. She looked in my direction, but few could see beyond the middle of the telescope. The second part, and I myself, as we were secretive veil.
The lens telescopes martial seen her face. Standing and looking for a good ten minutes, until probably came to the conclusion that it was pointless. At odchodne saw her middle finger, protruding offensively. Well, you deserve each other.
A few minutes later, I saw as the spread your exercise mat and as if nothing had happened, he begins his gymnastics. In the standard outfit, which is .. without him. Well, I say frankly surprised me slightly. I did not expect such a reaction, but since there was, the joy of the eye to the telescope hug.

After three quarters of an hour later, pushing the banana itself, brought the image of the body shiny with sweat blondes, bending in various poses, I heard the doorbell. Again came. Today, however, I was prepared.
- Hey, you erotomanie-podglądaczu – I flew through the door, her quiet voice. – Again, you ignore me today?
“No, you can not be ignored!” – I thought to myself, sliding under the door a note prepared earlier. It was on my old phone number on the card, which stack up in the drawer completely unnecessary. I was hoping that now I need it.
- You have a draft under the dome!? – I heard her voice irritated. – Preview I like a crest, then instead of having the courage to look into my eyes, podtykasz my phone number! Man, come down to earth!
I did not speak a word. The silence irritated her. I heard her unhappy prychnięcia.
- Speak to the top! – Try again.
No answer. I could, I could not otherwise. I would open the door and shower her with compliments. Stunned admiration and lust, but she was wonderful, and I .. no, that was a disaster!
- Shit! – Epithet offered me goodbye.
After a while the elevator moved down.

Two days I waited until it resumes. Two days during which everything else was unchanged. First day of classes, the second – disassembled date. All without a curtain, in the glow of lamps and my company as a passive observer. The asian girl began to intrigue me even more. Until now I thought that I lead the game, but maybe I was wrong. To find out, I had to wait. The initiative was now on her side.
On the third day of her last visit at my door, an old Nokia on the dresser came alive. I felt excited, nervous blurry green I pushed the button.
- I hear – my voice trembled as his hands in the delirium of a drunkard.
- It does not listen, just tell me what you mean! – Demanded a forceful voice on the phone. Her voice.
- Just .. for nothing – I doubt if this reply will enjoy it.
Not happy, and even got angry.
- Whore mother! Man, let me live peacefully! – Shouted so that he almost let go of the hand camera.
Now it is time I took the initiative.
- But I just peeping you – I said calmly. – Could it did not give you live?
- No! – Roared in the handset.
I smiled to himself. Sure, if it knew dostałbym in the face.
- I feel honored, but ..
- Stop cobble idiot! – Did not let me finish. – Stop watch me!
- I can not – honestly confessed.
- You really need to be fucked!
- I do not think more than you – I said, knowing that once again erupt.
There I was wrong.
- COOO! – Telephone exploded. – You sick debilu, previewing, and I dare you ..
I interjected with, interrupting her outburst.
- I saw in your window blinds curtains and stylish – I tried to be calm. – So ..
- What ‘so’? – Snorted in exasperation.
- So .. just pull the strings from the side – I found funny. – The problem will disappear, really.
For a moment I heard her hurried breathing.
- Suggesting that it amuses me!? – She asked. – That happiness overwhelmed me, because stares at my ass eyeballs!?
- Absolutely – denied. – After what I saw, I would rather say that you are .. capable and gifted assets.
I laughed out loud.
- You are playing!? – Fumed again. – Mean You’re a bastard!
- Now that you know, now you betray me his name – ridiculed.
- Fuck you!
I wanted to respond to not cut her any attention, but only heard the banging of metal, then silence. My interlocutor hung up.

Again, everything was back to normal. She returns home, and I uncovered the windows hanging on the telescope. This does not necessarily understand, but I was pleased that the source of my nocturnal pleasures not dried up. From our telephone conversation had passed four days, when she spoke again.
Biip, biip ..
- Hi – I threw the headphones. – I think to live without me but you can not?
- Talk about biting remarks – said wryly. – I want to talk.
I sat comfortably in the hope of a long conversation.
- So gadajmy! – Encouraged her.
I heard a deep sigh, then began to speak:
- What’s going on!? I took a day off to cover you as you leave the apartment – beginning to intrigue me a call. – So what!? Nothing! Shit! All day ruszałeś not out of the house! I tried podpytać neighbors, but – strangely enough! – None of you knows nothing. I can not collapse the work, so I can enlighten me on some issues!
So many treatments for my people. I felt important.
- For example, in what? – Interested in.
For a moment she was silent, probably picking up his courage and asked:
- Why are you doing? – Her voice trembled, but she said it calmly.
I wondered, to answer truthfully.
- Are you there?
- I am, I am! Hmm .. I discovered you by accident and it was at the beginning ..
Killing boredom .. invigorating impulse – I explain it. – Later, you became an addiction, fascination and ..
- Fascination!? – Rather not pretend surprise.
- Well, yes, you probably are not surprised? – I said. – You are very .. attractive, you know .. this whole situation, alone understand.

On the handset silence. For a long moment. Did not speak, giving it the opportunity to digest what she heard. Finally broke the silence.
- Who are you? – She asked.
Curiosity. The condition most of us.
- Niki important. Neighbor and so much – I answered laconically.
- Sure – in her voice appeared in annoyance.
- Do not panic! What should I tell you? – Quickly interjected, trying to calm the situation. – Astronomer-hobbyist, a guy with ..
- Approx. And so I know your – I stopped abruptly. – You are lost, maybe … horribly ugly or morbidly shy. It may be that all at once. In this way, realizes its sick fantasies, right?
I could not stop laughing.
- Nice portrait – I said with a sneer. – Well, the ugliness, it is .. a matter of taste. Shy – so I did not tell about himself, and for the rest, hmm .. which of us is not lost – ended philosophically.
- What is your name? – She asked suddenly.
- Wojtek – I saw no reason to lie. – And what is your name?
- I do not want to tell you – she confessed quietly.
- Why?
- I’m scared a little.
- What?
- That it proves to be a madman, or some other asian sexual freak – I blurted out.
Interesting, but why .. ?
- I can, now I ask you something?
- Try! – In her voice sounded uncertainty.
- If you are afraid, why not zgłosiłaś this to the police, as obiecywałaś? – I asked. – Why not cover your windows? Why do not you exercise in the costume?

She wondered for a long time.
- Again I think I should be offended – I felt that smiles to himself. – Do not know the clear answer .. just do not know. Unless something really wrong with me, but .. turns me a little that previewing me through this their horn.
- Telescope – corrected it, happy with what I heard.
- How it was called, so he called – snorted contemptuously. – How much do you see it?
I laughed at his own thoughts.
- You have a cute mole on her left breast – I dropped casually.
- God damn it, so! – Screamed and began to laugh.
- As many as – confirmed.
- Well, you know me .. very tired – said after a moment. – I think we should get together, talk ..
- After talking – is interjected.
- Talk face to face – she went on. – Maybe something hit it off? Maybe instead of staring at the telescope, by contrast fall to me? I will be calmer, that I was not watching.
Cool suggestion. Rather not refuse, but .. not for me.
- Sorry, but I can not – I confessed quietly. – I have to stick with what it is.
- Why?! You really hooked this situation!? – Asked the inquisitive.
- Hooked me, I admit, but I would normally meet with you – I admitted. – Unfortunately, this is impossible.
- Damn, what about you?? – Hissed into the phone. – I do not understand you!
- I’m sorry.
- Sure. I will finish – was nervous.
- As you wish, but betray me your name – I asked.
- You’re kidding!?
- No.
Biip. Silence. End of conversation.

After this conversation, her window every night were overshadowed blinds. I missed it in the glass eye of the telescope. I tried to stare at the stars, but I could not focus on that. Somehow lost their luster and magic. Addicted to my neighbor across the street. Really, unless I’m insane! Of course, I was able to call her, but I could not .. I did not want .. I could not. Each of these versions was partly true.

Fortunately, she said finally. Old Nokia revived on the dresser.
Biip, biip ..
I pushed the button and waited for what happens.
- Hi. Are you there? – I heard her voice.
Mug smashed me in the smile.
- I am.
- This is sick .. but I missed you – confessed in a whisper, as if someone might overhear us.
- How does it!?
- Just .. just like that – she said. – Yesterday I visited my man, this .. anyway, you know that, and loved each other. All the time I thought that the window is obscured, and you do not see it! Do you understand?!
- I know what you’re saying, but not very ..
- Understand! Instead, enjoy asian sex, I was thinking about you! The first time the guy was unhappy with me buzzing!
– Confessed embarrassed if it failed me.
- I’m sorry.
- Me more.
- Something I can do for you? – I asked.
Silence. Not a long moment of thought.
- You can. Look in the telescope! – Answered.

Pulled to the telescope, and I felt a strange dry mouth. She was completely naked. She sat in a chair, legs parted based on the sides of the furniture. The ear had a telephone. Flushed cheeks betrayed her excitement. She smiled slightly, the other hand tracing circles around the breast nipple.
- You look in the telescope? – I heard her question on the phone.
- Yes.
- That’s good! I had an interesting day today – her hand on his stomach was moving toward the womb. – I got a promotion, split up with a guy, I drank a few drinks and I arranged a date with a dozen male ..
- An interesting narrative – I entered it in the word.
- Truth? But through this whole day I thought most of you – she went on. – Now I’m aroused, wet and .. itself, dependent on you and your telescope.
- Listen ..
- Do not interrupt! Fondled and still thinking about you – the asian girl slipped her hand between the thighs. – My hands were yours, wet fingers – your language. I do not understand what was happening to me, but .. I do not care.
Hot spilled over my body. I felt the pressure rising and sztywniejącego member. Blonde fingers her asian pussy podrażniała flakes, resulting in a blissful grin on her face.
- I feel only that I want you – the asian girl acted on my senses. – You come to me?
My heart was beating like possessed. Buzowały hormones. Suddenly it got stuffy.
“You do not even know how much he wanted!” – I thought, and said aloud:
- I can not .. really.
- So I thought. It’s hard! – Finger blondes with increasing verve caressed her clitoris. – It should be you!
The oval glass I saw a slightly mocking smile. She reached for something lying on the floor beside her chair and a hand saw sizable artificial penis, the illusion of a real male-like body.
- Today I visited a asian sex-shop – said bluntly.
- Oh .. – sighed involuntarily.
- That’s right – I heard her whisper.
I saw presses, one of the keys, and then puts the camera on the side. I was excited and fired up. I felt that the body cover me one thousand drops of sweat.

I gritted my fingers on the telescope, if I wanted to strangle her. My Lady Vis-à-vis the member began to move after zaróżowionych artificial flakes. Slowly, sensually, even though it seemed to me I see the trembling of her hands. Sam felt like I was there. Head bursting my excitement. Blood flowed in the veins, almost to boiling. I watched as the blonde fondles and fell into the snare of lust.
The gadget in her hands the asian girl was moving up and down, teasing and arousing greater delight. After a moment his one-third went into the asian pussy. Then half and finally full. The asian girl began to slowly insert it and pull yourself, gradually increasing the pace. I was trembling, watching the neighbor’s body bends, flexing under the influence of ecstasy. The phone could hear the quiet pojękiwania. Sight and hearing. Game of the senses. Whirlwind!
Finally came the moment of climax. One asian girl’s hand froze, pushing the clitoris, the other clamped to almost completely pushed into the artificial penis asian pussy. Loud and prolonged groan came from the phone. Spasm shook the body of a blonde, almost knocking her to the seat. Came fulfillment.
I heard her edgy, fast breathing on the phone. Gasped. After a while she whispered:
- My name is Monica.
- Nice.
- I was well and .. you?
The voice did not want to get out of my throat. Only now I felt the sticky warmth slipach.
- Also – I managed to utter.
- I am happy – her voice sounded tremulous with joy. – How to cool down, we will meet at your door in about .. half an hour, okay?
- No! Monika, you should not ..
Biip, biip .. The phone was silent I could finish it. After a while, went out too light in its windows. Goddamn it!

Panic. Something that receives intelligence, and sometimes sticks in the ground. Caught me and made me both things at once. Nearly half an hour took me understand the situation. Stupid thoughts raced wildly and crash into each other. I sat and stared in dull rectangle door. Finally overcame this weakness and decided to easily comprehend. For the first time in nearly two years I did it so quickly.
“What will help you, you idiot!” – I thought, looking in the mirror and trying to comb my hair spiky.
Immediately afterwards I heard the bell. I knew that Monica is on the other side of the door. This close, yet unattainable. She was a wonderful, beautiful, and I pity .. talk.
- Wojtek, not świruj! – I heard her voice. – Now you do not forgive, open!
I was determined that this time it did not flake. I felt that I should not. However, delaying the opening of the lock, with his hand suspended in the air with him.
- Wojtek, it ceases to be fun! – A asian girl’s voice trembled nervously.
I did it in the end. Barked the castle and I felt that Monica pushes on the door. Opened wide and she stood in the doorway. I’ve had me on line. Her bright eyes widened at one moment of surprise. A hand covered her mouth involuntarily.
- No! It’s .. impossible! – Monika terrified closed back door. I heard her quick steps on the stairs. The experience has forgotten the elevator.

If I said that I was not disappointed, I’d be lying. Somewhere, I felt deeply uncomfortable twinge. But it was so delicate that it could not cause me too much pain. I learned to wear protective armor. I did not expect a miracle after acquaintance with Monica, because its response is not aroused in me despair, or anger at the person the asian girl. What’s more – I understood it perfectly. But I was surprised. Twenty minutes later, the bell rang again at my door.
She went inside apartment slowly, fearfully. She stood by the wall, staring at me. Both were silent. We lacked the words and courage.
- I apologize for my reaction – she whispered at last.
- No problem – played down the matter.
She came closer and touched my face, trembling fingers. Her touch hurt more than the treatments doctors.
- How did it happen? – She asked, stroking two longitudinal scar extending from the chin up to the temple.
I covered her hand her. She was cool and gave a sense of relief. I asked them to sit down, then told his story.

I was a young, confident man, to whom everything in life came easily. After his parents and his brother inherited a prosperous company. Swelling account, garland asian girls at my beck and call waiting, friends – old story that lies at your feet. You feel invincible and immortal. Nothing could be further from the truth.
Just stupid bravado and alcohol. I do not remember how fast I was then, but it was a terrible blow. When I woke up after a long time to the hospital, all repeated over and over just one thing: it’s a miracle that you are alive.
When I looked in the mirror that I brought, I regretted that the miracle occurred. My face looked ten times worse than now, and the doctors diagnosis was devastating. Total paralysis of both legs. Gone are the friendships, fun with the asian girls. I was alone, well, almost alone, because fortunately I had another brother. Get to know real friends in poverty – the truth of these words struck me with full force. For almost two years I led a hermit life in this apartment until pojawiłaś to you. Do not be surprised with the choke you. Here is the whole story.

After finishing the story silence. We sat in silence, absorbed in thoughts niewesołymi. At least I fell upon this. I decided to break the embarrassing silence and have fun in the host.
- You can drink or something to drink? – I asked.
Moved, as if plucked out of the lethargy.
- No, thanks. I have enough for today – shook her head.
- How do you want, but ..
Surprisingly, once again touched my scars and she looked me straight in the eye. Its a wonderful shining blue.
- I came here for a specific purpose – her eyes were full of determination.
- Yes, and how? – I asked, fearing that I know the answer.
She smiled shyly. Such a smile, which you can get every man.
- I want to kiss you! – She said, as if not hearing my question.
Dumb. Fortunately, for a moment.
- You do not have – I said briefly.
- But I want! – Approached his lips to mine.
- I do not want pity! – Protested timidly.
She kissed me lightly. More than touched my lips touched them.
- I know. It’s not pity .. believe me, really.
Next kisses were more greedy. More and more. Her warm lips on mine wtuliły. Languages ​​intertwined in the dance. I closed my eyes and gave up emotions. Not really believed in what was happening. My heart was beating like mad. Hands tremble when rozpinałem blouse Monica. She did the same thing with mine.

I shuddered scared if Monica did not scare. Another scar. Long, wide smagnięciu like the whip. Beauty is not lent me – that’s for sure. However, my wonderful asian girl from the opposite direction it seemed to make no impression. Her moist lips explored inch by inch paler, slightly bluish stripes. I was delighted, and more and more terrified. I’m finally a cripple! Can I give advice!? Is my body will rise to the task!?
I had lots of doubts, but I really wanted to feel like a real man. Full value. The only way out was so great to continue this promising show.
With relish Monica covered the hands and chest started to investigate their consistency. Flexible soft leather miraculously give up my trembling hands. Buttons been hardened nipples fingers caress. We have lost the pleasure of each other. It is only dangerous moves us a little lift restored the clarity of thinking.
- Sorry, just drove off – Monica’s eyes glistened incredible brilliance.
- No problem with me is the same – I confessed, hardly catching the air.
She laughed and said, licking his lips at the same time.
- I want more! – I do not know whether it was a measured effect, but it made me laugh.
- Me too. Wait!
Truck drove into the bedroom and floating on his hands, switched the body on the bed.

Monica’s face beamed. She stood in the doorway of the bedroom and pulled himself the rest of the clothes. Trembling with excitement. Naga. Beautiful. For me. It seems to me that I started freaking out.
She lay down beside me. Warm. Kindled. Willing. She spread her legs and pulled me closer to get between her perfectly sculpted thighs. I felt the smell of her excitement. She shuddered when I moved his fingers over the wet flakes. Moaned softly while caressing them language.
- Wojtek .. – murmured my name.
Burned with desire. Greedily and eagerly wanted more. Harder. Better. I was not so very long time. Too long. I was filled with euphoria, similar to that which mortals had to feel through contact with Greek goddesses.

Meanwhile, the goddess decided to take care of me, and more rigid body part sticking out proudly between my legs. Touch her tongue and warm lips took me clarity of thought. Dyszałem ciężko z podniecenia, z oczami wbitymi w wirujący mi przed oczami sufit. Miałem wrażenie, ze powietrze wokół nas drży z gorąca. Poddałem się zupełnie. Pieszczoty Moniki ubezwłasnowolniły mnie totalnie.
Tymczasem najlepsze było jeszcze przede mną. Poczułem jak otacza moje biodra nogami. Ciepło jej wilgotnego krocza na udach.
„To się naprawdę dzieje!” – poraziła mnie własna myśl.
Przytrzymała zdecydowanie mojego członka i wsunęła go w swoje rozpalone wnętrze. Głupio się przyznać, ale chciało mi się płakać. Nie robiłem tego po wypadku, ani potem w chwilach naprawdę ciężkich. Teraz i tutaj oczy podeszły mi łzami. Powstrzymałem się jednak. Nie dałem za to rady poradzić sobie z ogromem rozkoszy, która mnie dopadła niczym bestia szarpiąc
od środka.

Nieporadnymi ruchami próbowałem dostosować się do rytmu Moniki, ale moja ułomność nie pozwalała mi zrobić tego jak należy. Za to moja kochanka niczym tancerka brzucha kręciła biodrami, wzdychając coraz głośniej, przywołując z moich lędźwi demona. Tysiące uderzeń rozkoszy. Miliony cząstek pożądania. Pragnienie i siła żądzy. To wszystko wypełniło nas całkowicie. W tej chwili byliśmy tylko my i nasze emocje.
Po krótkiej chwili Monika wbiła w mój tors paznokcie i jęknęła przeciągle. Jej plecy wygięły się w łuk i znieruchomiała. Dolną wargę zagryzła prawie do krwi. Była na szczycie.
Opadła zmęczona na mnie, ale ja wciąż byłem w niej. Niespełniony. Rozpalony emocjami. Drżący z rozkoszy. Jednak po chwili poczułem, że Monika zaczyna poruszać delikatnie biodrami. Więcej nie było mi trzeba. Byłem tak podniecony, że po kilku sekundach poczułem wyzwoloną z lędźwi siłę. Wzrok przysłoniła mi mgła. Oplotłem rękami wciąż drżące ciało Moniki, jakbym chciał się w nie wtopić i z zadowoleniem poddawałem się uderzeniom ostatecznej rozkoszy, wywoływanym przez kolejne wystrzeliwane strużki nasienia. Czułem, że wrze we mnie krew. Dopadło mnie spełnienie. Ecstasy.

Po wszystkim leżeliśmy w ciszy, wsłuchując się w swoje oddechy. Nie pamiętam kiedy zasnąłem, ale spałem jak kamień. Bez snów, bez koszmarów. Długo i spokojnie. Kiedy się obudziłem byłem sam. O tym jednak, że wczorajsze wydarzenia nie były snem, świadczyły zakupy na stole i kartka z narysowanymi ustami. Podpisana – miłego dnia. Zapomniałbym jeszcze o przyjemnym uczuciu zadowolenia, które sączyło się we mnie leniwie.
Uczucie błogości trwało do wieczora. Stary aparat telefoniczny ożył, brzęcząc metalicznie. Monika!
Biip, biip… . Zielony klawisz.
- Hi.
- Cześć – jej głos brzmiał poważnie.
Zaniepokoiłem się.
- What happened? – I asked.
Silence. Zbierała się w sobie, aby przekazać mi jakąś niemiłą wiadomość.
- W zasadzie to nic… tylko, biorąc pod uwagę naszą ostatnią noc, pomyślałam, że… – głos jej się urwał.
- Co sobie pomyślałaś? – zapytałem drżącym głosem.
- No, że może ty… przypisujesz temu wydarzeniu… – strasznie się plątała. – … jakieś szczególne znaczenie… a to wcale… nie jest tak.
Zamyśliłem się nad tym co powiedziała.
- Monika, jestem facetem, który do końca życia będzie jeździł na wózku – zacząłem jej tłumaczyć. – Do tego nieco oszpeconym. Jak myślisz, czy dziewczyny ustawiają się pod moimi drzwiami w kolejce? Jakie mam szanse na coś takiego, co przeżyłem z tobą?
She was silent. Obydwoje znaliśmy odpowiedź.
- No właśnie! Więc, przyznam ci się, że… – ciągnąłem dalej – … ta wczorajsza noc ma dla mnie szczególne znaczenie, nawet bardzo, i nie zmieni tego nawet to co za chwilę mi powiesz!
Znów milczenie. Jednak teraz krótsze.
- Wojtuś, ale wierz mi… to wczoraj było prawdziwe – stwierdziła smutno. – Nie chcę cię skrzywdzić, tylko, że… ty może liczysz na więcej, a ja… a ja muszę wyjechać.
- Musisz!?
- Tak, zrozum! Ja jestem z małej mieściny, gdzie nic się nie działo – tłumaczyła się szybko. – Tutaj dostałem szansę, zostałam kierowniczką działu, a teraz…
- What now? – spytałem, gdy ucichła na chwilę.
- Ci faceci , z którymi… no wiesz, ci co przychodzili do mnie to najważniejsi trzej ludzie w naszej firmie – ciągnęła dalej tłumaczenie. – To mieszkanie jest nawet jednego z nich. Lubię seks i postanowiłam to wykorzystać. Poskutkowało! Dostałam awans, będę kierować nową placówką, do tego będę blisko domu. Teraz rozumiesz?
Jakżebym nie mógł!
- Sure! Łał! Congratulations! – rzuciłem do telefonu.
- I nie masz żalu? – dociekała jeszcze Monika.

Tak, sielanki mają to do siebie, że są krótkotrwałe. Nie powiem, że nie liczyłem się z tym. Jednak jakiś żal, głęboko ukryty i ledwie odczuwalny dawał o sobie znać. Ćmił natrętnie niczym zepsuty ząb.
- No cóż, na małżeństwo z tobą to ja raczej nie liczyłem – grałem twardziela. – Poza tym, że facet porusza się na wózku, wszystko inne było normalne. Kobieta ma ochotę na seks, mężczyzna jest pod ręką i nie jest przeciwny. Gwiaździsta noc, lampy i luneta – żartowałem, choć piekąca gula w gardle ledwie dawała mi mówić. – Stało się. Mnie było dobrze, a tobie?
- Też było mi dobrze – przyznała cicho.
- No to wszystko jest w porządku! – stwierdziłem.
Westchnęła z ulgą. Dała się nabrać. Ciężar spadł jej z serca.
- Cieszę się, że rozumiesz! – wyczułem, że jest swobodniejsza. – Nie zapomnę o tobie! Będę dzwonić!
Nie zapomni! Jasne, że tak! Może zadzwoni raz, może dwa, a potem porwie ją codzienność, obowiązki, pozna nowego faceta.
- Kiedy tylko zechcesz – powiedziałem, udając beztroskę.
- Muszę kończyć! – wyraźnie chciała mieć za sobą tą rozmowę. – Nie lubię pożegnań, wiec powiem tylko, że było mi wspaniale. Odezwę się wkrótce.
- No to, do usłyszenia – odpowiedziałem.
Trzask w słuchawce. Biip, biip… . Silence. Koniec rozmowy. Koniec błogiego zadowolenia.

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Znów patrzę w gwiazdy. Po jakimś czasie odzyskały dawny blask. Są stałe, choć dalekie. Nie mogę ich dotknąć. Ani poczuć. Nie wzbudzają takich emocji, ale… są.
Czasem nakierowuje lunetę na okna w pobliskich domach. Czyżbym miał nadzieję odkryć „kolejną Monikę”? Szczęśliwe zbiegi okoliczności i cuda, w przeciwieństwie do nieszczęść, nie chodzą parami, więc wątpię, aby tak się stało. Jednak robię to. Siła złudzeń jest ogromna. Tymczasem telefon milczy od trzech miesięcy. Zadzwoniła tylko raz.

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